back on wed nite..the training in camp wasnt that intensive yet.. but the lack of sleep drained everyone..juz barely 7 hours of sleep each nite..well..i live on the 5th floor..rox rite..everyday up n down 5 stories..not juz once..very soon i would have climbed the height of kinabalu..well..i tot that coming out would be fun..but..it was soon back to life b4 enlistment..stoning ard..do nothing..not knowing how to settle probs..i rather go back in again..not using my brain n juz following orders..well hope i can get to know my bunk mates better..den it will be a rawking good time..well..after these 9 weeks..if i can get into ocs..it will be 10 months b4 one get commissioned for 2 lieutanent..10 months!! can u believe it..it will be juz like a quarternary sch..well..i was almost confined for making my platoon sign out for their arms in the wrong column..couldnt blame me..i was juz appointed the armskote i/c after my fren OOT(out of training)..at that time i was the platoon i/c too..kinda stress those few days..but luckily i wasnt punished though i would accept the punishment as it was my fault..
tot that i could get to enjoy my short freedom..but..nope..it's the same..there's not much things worth staying out here instead of in camp..i dont noe..but my mind's a whirl now..i dont noe wat to do..how to proceed wif my life..currently..ns is pushing me on in life..i have no short term goals watsoever..i have been thinking..r u for real?? or r u juz an illusion that have entered my life..last few months of last yr have been fun..but now..it's juz like a rainforest turning into a barren desert..few life forms exist..walking all alone down the bouvlevard of broken dreams..
y is life juz like a roller coaster...
